New 60 Day Challenge

I really liked doing my last 60 Day Challenge, so I decided to do another. Here it goes....

6o Day Challenge

1. Favorite Store & Why

2. Favorite TV Show & Why

3. Favorite Book & Why

4. Story of How You & Significant Other Met

5. Details about Parents

6. Details about Siblings

7. Favorite Year of School & Why

8. Favorite Band & Why

9. Favorite Movie & Why

10. Best Childhood Memory

11. Best Jr. High Memory

12. Best High School Memory

13. Best College Memory

14. Favorite Memory with Father

15. Favorite Memory with Mother

16. Dream Honeymoon

17. Describe your Dream Wedding

18. Describe your Best Friend

19. Who's your Hero & Why

20. Biggest Insecurity

21. First 20 Songs that come up on Ipod

22. Favorite Pet of all time

23. Career Choice & Why

24. Describe your Day

25. What's your Favorite Part of yourself

26. Favorite Sport & Why

27. If you Could Look Like Any Celebrity, Who Would it be and Why

28. Favorite Season

29. Favorite Fashion Designer

30. Favorite Girl Scent & Boy Scent

31. Best Girl Friend of all time

32. What Material thing do you Want Most Right Now

33. Favorite Car

34. Dream Wedding Ring

35. Favorite Hair Style on you

36. Someone you Miss

37. Something that's gotten you Through Hard Times

38. Most thoughtful Gift you have Ever Gotten

39. Most Thoughtful Gift you have Ever Given

40. Something you're Looking Forward to

41. Something that has Impacted Your Life Lately

42. Something you Want to Get Better at

43. Biggest Fear

44. Something you Wish you had Stuck to

45. Favorite Fruit

46.Favorite Color & What it Says about you

47. Childhood Toy you Remember Most

48. If you Could Meet Anyone, Alive or Dead, Who Would it be

49. If you had a Million Dollars What Would you do With it

50. What's your Favorite Place that you've Ever Visited

51. Dream Career

52. What's the Number One Goal you have Right Now

53. What is Your Biggest Worry at this Exact Moment

54. What Five Words Describe you Best

55. Number One Pet Peeve

56. What is your Idea of True Happiness

57. Worst Injury you Ever Had

58. Favorite Dessert

59. What Does Your Name Mean & Do You Think it Fits

60. What are Your Greatest Dreams

many changes.

woooow. it's been a long time since i wrote last & a ton has changed. the number one thing is that mike & i are back together. most ppl who hear this just think that we are such a rollercoaster. that's fine. with us getting back together this time i realized something... i don't really care what others think about us or me. i've had some family members be very unsupportive of mike & i's relationship from the beginning for no reason at all except for very shallow ones. yes, his family isn't rich-neither is mine. yes, he is from the country and it's helped me expand my horizons a TON. i don't know many people who have experienced a love like mike & i have. he makes me believe in marriage again and that it can last which is something i thought i would never have faith in. we make each other want to be better people and he treats me like a queen. aren't those the things that matter? i'm very grateful for my mom & siblings for always being supportive and giving us the time to figure things out without judging us. i love mike & i truly hope that some day we will be together for eternity.

other things that have changed... i'm living at home again, i have a job (yay), and i will be starting at UVU in the fall. it's weird being home and having less freedom and i hate being farther away from mike, but it has been nice to be around my family & i know that we need each other. i really like my job. i love the people that i work with and i love the environment. i like feeling like i am contributing to the world, even if it's just through retail. i love it. & i really do love having the paycheck (:

also, lately i have been having tons of doctors appointments. i have a cyst in my right wrist and for awhile they thought i had carpel tunnel too. luckily, as of yesterday, i know that i do not have that. i had to get a nerve conduction test done, which could easily be a form of torture.

the Lord has blessed me so much in my life & i see it more and more every day. my life would be miserable without the gospel. i'm soo glad that i was one lucky enough to be born into an LDS family. i truly know that the church is true.

i turn nineteen this month. for some reason i'm more excited for this birthday then i was for my eighteenth birthday even though nothing is changing. lately i have just felt older, more mature. i feel like i'm growing up. life finally feels real. i'm starting my own life, on my own and mike will be joining it. it's scary & yet so invigorating. i love my life (:

here's some pictures of my summer...

numb.

this one has definitely been the hardest. i'm handling it better but that doesn't mean i'm not dying on the inside. i'm trying to be more mature and not lock myself in my room for hours. i've learned that it doesn't help. i have so many different emotions running through my mind all the time. worry and the desire to be numb mainly. i worry about mike. i don't want him going off the deep end but i know there's nothing i can do about it. no matter what i still love him. the people who expect me to be happy that this happened are insane and insensitive. maybe it was for the best. maybe i was too young. who cares if it'll get easier with time? it hurts right now. it hurts so bad sometimes that i can't breathe. i've learned to handle it by ignoring it. no love songs. no chick flicks. no romance or love anything. i need to be numb before i can start to work through it. i'm scared of moving home because i'll have more time to just sit around and think. i'm scared of just thinking. i feel like my chest is gonna be ripped open and my heart will fall right out. this is the first time i've really talked about how it feels and it's causing a freakin lump in my throat. it hurts. it's gonna hurt for a long time but i'm doing my best to deal with it. i wish that was enough. life is hard. i wish i was better at handling stuff like this. ): i need to find more things to keep myself busy. fake it till you make it.

day sixty.

a picture of something i'm excited for.

i am so excited to move home! i just want to get out of this place && go home to my family && friends. home(:

day fifty-nine.

a picture of something random tht i own.

this isn't my actual stuffed animal but it's kinda like one of mine. i have three stuffed animals tht are all from mike. my 1st one is a white tiger (my fav animal) and mike got it for me when i had a rly bad week. the second one is a big gray wolf that mike got for me when i was in the hospital after i got surgery on my foot. the 3rd one is a gray dog that mike recently won for me out of a claw machine. i love them all cuz they are from mike && show how much he cares about me.

day fifty-eight.

a picture of my favorite animal.

a snow tiger. they are soo beautiful, fierce, and vicious when needed. i would love to be one of these animals! they are gorgeous.

day fifty-seven

a picture of my favorite holiday.

new years eve. i love it. this is a picture of my family, mike, && i new years eve 2009. i love new years eve because you get to spend time with your family, stay up late, eat junk food, and you don't have to spend money on other ppl. i also love it because it's mike && i's anniversary (: going on two && a half years.

day fifty-six.

a picture of something tht makes me happy.

sometimes i hate being licked && tickled but rly i love it. i love playing around && goofing off with mike. it makes me more than happy!

day fifty-five.

a picture of the last movie i saw in theaters.

harry potter seven part one. i don't go see many movies so this was the last one. i saw it over christmas break with christine && i loved it. can't wait for part two.

day fifty-four.

a picture of the one thing i would bring if stranded on a deserted island.

mike. if we died at least we would die together. not having him with me would be the first thing tht would drive me crazy. i need him to survive.

day fifty-three.

a picture of someone i think is hot.

michael levi hurst. he is the only hot guy in the world to me. he is amazingly good looking, handsome, attractive. yess(: i love him!

day fifty-two.

a picture of my favorite sport.

baseball! i love it. tht love was sparked by my little brothers. i love watching them play && i get so proud of them. i love it.

day fifty-one.

a picture of my dream car.

a range rover! i want one sooo bad! mike told me i can get one so it's only a matter of time(: they are so classy && beautiful. love<3

day fifty.

a picture of my most frequented place.

maverick. haha ever since i started hanging out with mike's family more we go to the gas station about three times a day. it makes me waste a lot of money but oh well.

day forty-nine.

a picture of where i live.

haha i couldn't get a real picture so here is a map. i live in the big open area, price. it's awful. rinky dink town full of crack heads. ha oh well.

day forty-eight.

a picture of my favorite actor/actress.

james marsden! i love him. he is amazing in every role he plays, especially in 27 dresses. he is also super hot. lol

day forty-seven.

a picture of my favorite place to shop.

buckle! i love this store. it has the best && cutest clothes ever. yup; best ever!

day forty-six.

a picture of somewhere i wish i could be right now.

the beach! with all the stress i've had from school && deciding what i'm doing next year i need a break. i wanna lay in the sun with a HUGE ice cold mt dew.

day forty-five.

a picture of my room.

my room is kind of small since it is a dorm room && i wish it was cuter, more decorated but oh well. i have my bed, a dresser, a desk && chair, and a closet. it will do for now. my favorite part is my fashion wall. yup.

day forty-four.

a picture of someone i'm told i look like.

cameron diaz. since i was little i was told i looked like her. i don't rly see it but tht's jus what ppl say.

day forty-three.

a picture of something i couldn't function without.

i didn't think i needed my ipod tht much until i lost it. i couldn't sleep or exercise. it's also what i use to block out the world when i need a break. i truly can't function without my ipod.

day forty-two.

a picture of my dream house.

i don't rly have one specific dream house; i just want a BIG house. one with an amazing landscape, pool, kitchen. master bedroom, &&... yea. i want to design my own mansion. tht'll be my dream house!

day forty-one.

a picture of my pet.

this is my puppy bear. i love her! she is the best, cutest, most playful puppy ever! i am so grateful for her.

day forty.

a picture of my favorite disney character.

mulan. she is amazing. she show's guys what's up. she showed the world tht girls can be tough && feminine at the same time; jus like me(:

day thirty-nine.

a picture of my favorite movie.

the notebook. the perfect love story! i love this movie && it will always be my favorite. the ending has the power to make me cry every time. the ultimate chick flick && i LOVE it!

day thirty-eight.

a picture of the best part of my day.

well... it's only 2:30 in the morning so my day is nowhere near complete, but i can guarantee mike will be what makes my day good so tht's what it is. it's the weekend && i'm going to try my hardest to relax(:

day thirty-seven.

a picture of the ppl i spend most of my time with.

i spend 80% of my time with mike. other than tht my time is spread out between family, friends, roommates, and teachers. i didn't have pictures with all of them so i jus did mike. i love spending all my time with him.

day thirty-six.

a picture of my other half.

michael levi hurst. he truly is my other half. he completes me in everyway possible. i love him more than anything. he is the only person who can handly me properly.

day thirty-five.

a picture of my favorite place to eat.

goodwood barbecue. they are yummy! it's making me hungry just thinking about them. i want to go right now! if you like hamburgers && ribs && such you would like them too.

day thirty-four.

a picture of my most played CD.

mamma mia! i freaking love this movie && the music on it. abba is the bomb! listening to this sound track makes me super happy, so this is what i have been listening to a lot lately.

day thirty-three.

a picture of the house i grew up in.

we moved into this house when i was seven && moved out when i was fourteen. my best childhood memories are here. i also made my biggest changes here. i miss this house.

day thirty-two.

a picture of a crazy night.

i don't rly have any 'crazy' nights, but this is as close as it gets. this is a picture of one of the many nights that sarah slept over at my house && we stayed up till three in the morning doing different hair && makeup && taking pictures. this is my kind of crazy. i miss && loved these nights.

day thirty-one.

a picture of a tradition i have.

this is christmas morning 2009. you can kinda see the cocoa puff box. every year for christmas we all get our favorite sugar cereal and tht's what we eat for breakfast. this is definitely a tradition i will carry on in my family. i love it!

day thirty.

a picture of someone i miss.

breanna marie wallace. i miss this girl like crazy && it has been wayyyy too long since i've seen her. she has always been one of my best friends! i can't wait till june when i can HOPEFULLY see her.

day twenty-nine.

a picture tht can always make me smile.

we are awesome i kno. i love all these pictures. they can easily make me smile. i love every memory with him so any picture of us makes me light up. this was a perfect day; we're perfect for each other.

day twenty-eight.

a picture of something i'm afraid of.

bees. omg! i will run if there is one around me. mike killed one on allie and it made him my hero(:

day twenty-seven.

a picture of me and a family member.

i couldn't pick only one family member so i did a family picture. i love my family more than anything. they are the best ever!

day twenty-six.

a picture of something tht means a lot to me.

my family and mike. my mom isn't in this picture but she is included in the 'means a lot to me.' my family and mike mean EVERYTHING to me.

day twenty-five.

a picture of my day.

i am going home today to see my wonderful boyfriend. this picture explains what is going to happen. he says he's going to beat me up (playfully) it should be interesting. i miss him tho so i am ready.

day twenty-four.

a picture of something i want to change.

i want to change my hair from what it is now back to this. i miss this soo bad. it was near perfection. i never want to chop my hair again and i want it back to this white blonde. one day i will have this back.

day twenty-three.

a picture of my favorite book.

towers of brierley. this has been my favorite book for a long time. i love it. perfect love story. read it!

day twenty-two.

a picture of something i wish i was better at.

trust. it's almost impossible for me to trust anyone and it causes a lot of wedges in my relationships. i need to learn tht not everyone is going to leave or hurt me. tht's what i want to change.

day twenty-one.

a picture of something i wish i could forget.

my parents divorce. i know it was much needed but it still tore apart our family and caused a lot of emotional damage. i wish i could forget it and all the baggage tht comes with it.

day twenty.

a picture of somewhere i'd love to travel.

greece. the most beautiful place in the world hands down. someday i will go here.

day nineteen.

a picture of me when i was little.

i wasn't super little in this picture. i was like eleven or twelve. i pretty much look the same; still freakin cute. haha