Snow

It's supposedly supposed to be fifty degrees tomorrow and yet it's snowing outside and it's not showing any sign of stopping--i'll never trust the weather man again. I'm so sick of snow and I'm soo ready for summer or i'll even take spring. Summer also means I'll be graduated and let me tell you; I have senioritis like I never thought possible. School has become one big blur of pointlessness and boring. I feel like I could be doing much better things with my life. I know I shouldn't be trying to gro up so fast but I can't help it; I'm ready for it. I know I'll look back on this year and think about how fast it went by, but as of right now I feel like it's dragging on forever. I'm trying to be positive and just live in the present, I suppose I should start working on that a little bit harder.

What a Weekend

Well Matt and Kara are now married. It was so amazing to watch my closest cousin and one of my best friends get married. They're perfect together and I know they'll be happy. I of course cried while it was going on, but I was very happy for them. I went and brought Mike to the wedding around eight, but by then most of my family was gone so he didn't really meet anyone new.
It was an amazing weekend though--I love anytime I get with that boy. On Saturday we went to Costa Vida and Baskin Robbins as our little Valentine's thing. He bought me a quart of my favorite ice cream and I ate it all in a 24 hour period; ouch--I'll be working that one off for the next little while.

We spent pretty much every day, all day together. He went home yesterday and that wasn't easy to deal with. It gets harder every time to let him go. I really just want to graduate so we can get married and I'll be able to spend every waking moment with him that I want to. Overall it was a good weekend and I can't wait to see Mike again.

Almost Friday!

It's finally thursday; i swear yesterday should have been thursday. This has honestly been the longest week of my life. Mike is coming up tomorrow and he'll be here till monday; I'm soo excited! It's Valentine's Day on sunday and he'll be here for it (: I just gotta get through the rest of today and tomorrow. And Matt and Kara are getting married tomorrow--wow! Well I'll take pictures and write all about my weekend next week.

Challenges.

This week has been an interesting one. It started on Saturday when I told my mom that I still had things I needed to talk to our bishop about. After I told my mom that, I decided that it was time to actually gather the courage to talk to my bishop. On Sunday, in Sunday school the lesson was on the Atonement and not procrastinating repentance--as if i needed any more reasons to do it; I think the Lord was giving me that final push. So I told my bishop that I needed to talk to him and I, of course, burst into tears so he told me to come see him right after church. I can promise you that going through with what I did was one of the most challenging, but yet relieving things I have ever done. I walked out of his office with this uplifted feeling in my chest and for the first time in a long time I had hope. Mike and I are both getting back on the right path and we will get married in the temple within the next couple years. My main goal right now is to continue through the repentance process till I'm finished and to help Mike through it also. He's struggling a lot right now and I need to be more patient and understanding with him. I love him more than anything and we can make it. I'll see him a week from tomorrow so I'm very excited for that.