day forty-four.

a picture of someone i'm told i look like.

cameron diaz. since i was little i was told i looked like her. i don't rly see it but tht's jus what ppl say.

day forty-three.

a picture of something i couldn't function without.

i didn't think i needed my ipod tht much until i lost it. i couldn't sleep or exercise. it's also what i use to block out the world when i need a break. i truly can't function without my ipod.

day forty-two.

a picture of my dream house.

i don't rly have one specific dream house; i just want a BIG house. one with an amazing landscape, pool, kitchen. master bedroom, &&... yea. i want to design my own mansion. tht'll be my dream house!

day forty-one.

a picture of my pet.

this is my puppy bear. i love her! she is the best, cutest, most playful puppy ever! i am so grateful for her.

day forty.

a picture of my favorite disney character.

mulan. she is amazing. she show's guys what's up. she showed the world tht girls can be tough && feminine at the same time; jus like me(:

day thirty-nine.

a picture of my favorite movie.

the notebook. the perfect love story! i love this movie && it will always be my favorite. the ending has the power to make me cry every time. the ultimate chick flick && i LOVE it!

day thirty-eight.

a picture of the best part of my day.

well... it's only 2:30 in the morning so my day is nowhere near complete, but i can guarantee mike will be what makes my day good so tht's what it is. it's the weekend && i'm going to try my hardest to relax(:

day thirty-seven.

a picture of the ppl i spend most of my time with.

i spend 80% of my time with mike. other than tht my time is spread out between family, friends, roommates, and teachers. i didn't have pictures with all of them so i jus did mike. i love spending all my time with him.

day thirty-six.

a picture of my other half.

michael levi hurst. he truly is my other half. he completes me in everyway possible. i love him more than anything. he is the only person who can handly me properly.

day thirty-five.

a picture of my favorite place to eat.

goodwood barbecue. they are yummy! it's making me hungry just thinking about them. i want to go right now! if you like hamburgers && ribs && such you would like them too.

day thirty-four.

a picture of my most played CD.

mamma mia! i freaking love this movie && the music on it. abba is the bomb! listening to this sound track makes me super happy, so this is what i have been listening to a lot lately.

day thirty-three.

a picture of the house i grew up in.

we moved into this house when i was seven && moved out when i was fourteen. my best childhood memories are here. i also made my biggest changes here. i miss this house.

day thirty-two.

a picture of a crazy night.

i don't rly have any 'crazy' nights, but this is as close as it gets. this is a picture of one of the many nights that sarah slept over at my house && we stayed up till three in the morning doing different hair && makeup && taking pictures. this is my kind of crazy. i miss && loved these nights.

day thirty-one.

a picture of a tradition i have.

this is christmas morning 2009. you can kinda see the cocoa puff box. every year for christmas we all get our favorite sugar cereal and tht's what we eat for breakfast. this is definitely a tradition i will carry on in my family. i love it!

day thirty.

a picture of someone i miss.

breanna marie wallace. i miss this girl like crazy && it has been wayyyy too long since i've seen her. she has always been one of my best friends! i can't wait till june when i can HOPEFULLY see her.

day twenty-nine.

a picture tht can always make me smile.

we are awesome i kno. i love all these pictures. they can easily make me smile. i love every memory with him so any picture of us makes me light up. this was a perfect day; we're perfect for each other.

day twenty-eight.

a picture of something i'm afraid of.

bees. omg! i will run if there is one around me. mike killed one on allie and it made him my hero(:

day twenty-seven.

a picture of me and a family member.

i couldn't pick only one family member so i did a family picture. i love my family more than anything. they are the best ever!

day twenty-six.

a picture of something tht means a lot to me.

my family and mike. my mom isn't in this picture but she is included in the 'means a lot to me.' my family and mike mean EVERYTHING to me.

day twenty-five.

a picture of my day.

i am going home today to see my wonderful boyfriend. this picture explains what is going to happen. he says he's going to beat me up (playfully) it should be interesting. i miss him tho so i am ready.

day twenty-four.

a picture of something i want to change.

i want to change my hair from what it is now back to this. i miss this soo bad. it was near perfection. i never want to chop my hair again and i want it back to this white blonde. one day i will have this back.

day twenty-three.

a picture of my favorite book.

towers of brierley. this has been my favorite book for a long time. i love it. perfect love story. read it!

day twenty-two.

a picture of something i wish i was better at.

trust. it's almost impossible for me to trust anyone and it causes a lot of wedges in my relationships. i need to learn tht not everyone is going to leave or hurt me. tht's what i want to change.

day twenty-one.

a picture of something i wish i could forget.

my parents divorce. i know it was much needed but it still tore apart our family and caused a lot of emotional damage. i wish i could forget it and all the baggage tht comes with it.

day twenty.

a picture of somewhere i'd love to travel.

greece. the most beautiful place in the world hands down. someday i will go here.

day nineteen.

a picture of me when i was little.

i wasn't super little in this picture. i was like eleven or twelve. i pretty much look the same; still freakin cute. haha

day eighteen.

a picture of my biggest insecurity.

i'm not afraid of my own death; i'm afraid of losing the ppl i love. i would die without mike, my family, and friends. i need them in my life to make it.

day seventeen.

a picture of something that has drastically changed my life recently.

it may be vain tht i think this has drastically changed my life recently but i do. it's so weird to look in the mirror and see someone tht isn't blonde. someday's i like it and others i don't. it depends on my makeup and outfit. i'll fully decide in a couple days... or when my mom sees it.

day sixteen.

a picture of the ppl who inspire me.

my mom and my older sister have been through hell and back, especially my mom, and they always manage to make it out alive and without giving up. they've both taught me everything i know and have helped me get to where i am now. if they'd given up on me i wouldn't have made it. i am eternally grateful for the best mom and older sister ever. our family has amazing women and it started many generations ago. i hope to carry all of it on to my children and follow all the past generations examples.

day fifteen.

a picture of something i want to do before i die.

the number one thing i want to do before i die is marry michael levi hurst in the salt lake temple for time and all eternity. if this was the only thing i did for the rest of my life i would feel accomplished. i need him in my eternity. i can NEVER live without him. i will work my very hardest to make it to this point!

day fourteen.

a picture of someone i couldn't imagine my life without.

michael levi hurst. i would honestly die without this boy. he is my everything. i am so glad that God put him in my life; he is my greatest blessing. thank you sweetheart for everything you do for me. you are truly the best!

day thirteen.

a picture of my favorite band.

avenged sevenfold. a lot of ppl may be surprised by this but it's true. i absolutely love them and think they are extremely talented. i was devastated when the rev died. he is missed. avenged sevenfold has gotten me through my toughest stages and they continue to do so.