Always Changing

Sometimes I feel like my life will never stand still. Or never go the way I want. Just when I think I'm finally going to get my dreams... a wrench gets thrown into my plans. Praying for patience is never a good idea. I'm probably the most confused I've been in my entire life. Go to Dixie college next year? Move to Boston? Stay right where I'm at? Who knows. Every time one of the decisions feels right... the feeling changes. I've always been so sure of what I wanted. The closer I get to twenty, the less grown up I feel. Someday's I miss being a little kid so much and just letting my mom make all my life decisions for me. I don't know what's going to happen in the coming months and years, but there's one thing I want people to know... the ONLY person I'm thinking about while making my life decisions right now is me. If i start to worry about what others will think I'll never make a decision. I'm going to choose that will make ME the happiest. Now & in the future.

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