Soo Confused.

This has been a really hard week. I'm so confused about what to do with my life, about who I am, what I want. What happened to me having everything figured out. I hate this. I've been relying too much on other people planning out my life and it's hurting me. I've got to plan out my own life. I need to think about what I want. I need to accomplish what I want out of life. I wish this was easier. I'm hoping that someday I'll get what I really want. I'm scared of losing everything.

I'm hoping everything will work out...