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So Mike came up this weekend and it was amazing, of course. He went to my cousin Tyler's baptism with me and met most of my family and he handled it very well, especially since my family is beyond chaotic. On Saturday night we watched Sleeping Beauty and he played with my hair while i laid on his lap. He actually did my hair and he was quite proud of his work:
On Sunday he went to church with me and while we were sitting there I just couldn't stop looking at him; he makes me so happy. I've been thinking about him a lot lately and what he means to me and I wrote this about him...
I didn't know it was possible to feel like this. I thought I'd loved people before but when I reached the point where I knew I loved Mike, I really knew I loved Mike. He makes me feel so amazing and beautiful, and when I'm with him nothing could possibly go wrong in the world. He brings a whole new meaning to the word forever. The thought of being without him completely knocks the air out of me. I'm not Danielle without Mike Hurst. He makes me want to be a better person, he makes me want to be the best I can be so I can feel like I deserve him more. He is the most amazing man ever. He's smart, funny, loving, sweet, caring, handsome, righteous, everything I could possibly want in my husband. No one can put a smile on my face like he can. One look at him and I'm the happiest person in the world. My favorite sound: Mike's voice. My favorite sight: Mike smiling. My favorite person: Mike. No words can describe how i feel about him. I am the luckiest person ever.
I'm so grateful for him. It was a good weekend.
I'm soooo tired of being sick. My nose is sore from blowing it and my head is bound to explode any minute. I never get sick and when I do it lasts for weeks. I'm having to miss school because of it, meaning I'm gonna have to get caught back up next week. Good things: school off tomorrow and Mike's coming up (: he'll help me get better. It's day two without mt dew and it's my mom's birthday so I'm gonna go clean the house and make her a cake. Happy Birthday Mom!! I love you!!
It's supposedly supposed to be fifty degrees tomorrow and yet it's snowing outside and it's not showing any sign of stopping--i'll never trust the weather man again. I'm so sick of snow and I'm soo ready for summer or i'll even take spring. Summer also means I'll be graduated and let me tell you; I have senioritis like I never thought possible. School has become one big blur of pointlessness and boring. I feel like I could be doing much better things with my life. I know I shouldn't be trying to gro up so fast but I can't help it; I'm ready for it. I know I'll look back on this year and think about how fast it went by, but as of right now I feel like it's dragging on forever. I'm trying to be positive and just live in the present, I suppose I should start working on that a little bit harder.
Well Matt and Kara are now married. It was so amazing to watch my closest cousin and one of my best friends get married. They're perfect together and I know they'll be happy. I of course cried while it was going on, but I was very happy for them. I went and brought Mike to the wedding around eight, but by then most of my family was gone so he didn't really meet anyone new.
It was an amazing weekend though--I love anytime I get with that boy. On Saturday we went to Costa Vida and Baskin Robbins as our little Valentine's thing. He bought me a quart of my favorite ice cream and I ate it all in a 24 hour period; ouch--I'll be working that one off for the next little while.
We spent pretty much every day, all day together. He went home yesterday and that wasn't easy to deal with. It gets harder every time to let him go. I really just want to graduate so we can get married and I'll be able to spend every waking moment with him that I want to. Overall it was a good weekend and I can't wait to see Mike again.
It's finally thursday; i swear yesterday should have been thursday. This has honestly been the longest week of my life. Mike is coming up tomorrow and he'll be here till monday; I'm soo excited! It's Valentine's Day on sunday and he'll be here for it (: I just gotta get through the rest of today and tomorrow. And Matt and Kara are getting married tomorrow--wow! Well I'll take pictures and write all about my weekend next week.
This week has been an interesting one. It started on Saturday when I told my mom that I still had things I needed to talk to our bishop about. After I told my mom that, I decided that it was time to actually gather the courage to talk to my bishop. On Sunday, in Sunday school the lesson was on the Atonement and not procrastinating repentance--as if i needed any more reasons to do it; I think the Lord was giving me that final push. So I told my bishop that I needed to talk to him and I, of course, burst into tears so he told me to come see him right after church. I can promise you that going through with what I did was one of the most challenging, but yet relieving things I have ever done. I walked out of his office with this uplifted feeling in my chest and for the first time in a long time I had hope. Mike and I are both getting back on the right path and we will get married in the temple within the next couple years. My main goal right now is to continue through the repentance process till I'm finished and to help Mike through it also. He's struggling a lot right now and I need to be more patient and understanding with him. I love him more than anything and we can make it. I'll see him a week from tomorrow so I'm very excited for that.
I know--he's adorable. He gets to leave the hospital on either Thursday or Friday. He is one of the cutest babies I have ever seen. I got to hold him and he just slept the whole time. Yesterday was an amazing day. I loved spending time with Mike and it made me feel rejuvenated. They came and got me around eleven and we went up to the hospital. It was Ailicia, Whitney, Teresea, Seth, Crystal, Alisha, Sam, Mike, and I. We sat in the waiting room most of the time while we all took turns going back to see the baby. I wish I could have gone with to watch Mike hold the baby but I guess we can't have everything. We were at the hospital till around five. At lunch time we were all sitting around eating and Seth went to put a cherry tomato in his mouth and he bit down on it--it went everywhere, and guess who was sitting across from him: me. Luckily it barely didn't get on me but it was hilarious. I'm pretty sure the people next to us thought we were crazy. I was with Mike until a little after seven. Next time I see him will be the weekend of Valentine's Day; I now feel like I can make it there. Chantel's most likely going to come get me after school and we'll hang out for a bit and I'm going sledding tonight--it's going to be a good day. I'm hoping these next two and a half weeks will go by extremely fast.
